You cant make me.

The last few months have made me realize how freaking old I am getting. Lets remind you of my recent events.

1. Turned 19
2. Been with my boyfriend for FIVE YEARS
3. Finished my first year of college
4. one of my best friends from forever is ENGAGED
5. ANOTHER one of my friends I have known for forever is also ENGAGED
6. did i mention i FINISHED my first year of college??

Well this may not seem like a whole lot to you guys. But its tweaking me out!! I feel like im still a little kid inside but when I look at my life and myself in the mirror IM OLD! : ( Ok maybe not old... but it is scary that the majority of my friends and myself will be married within the next 4 years, and i will have a diploma from OSU and be starting a career as a elementary school teacher!

I can remember playing dolls in my street with Ashlea Burch, walking into my closet to find my "baby" hanging by a rope (of course, only a big brother would ever think of doing), and being so scared to sleep alone I would find myself on the floor of my parents room almost every night for many years.

I dont wanna grow up!!!!!!! : (